SoapNights / Kristin Nicole

Today is another day…..I don’t know if it’s the new Birth Control Pills I’m taking or the fact that I went to bed upset at my boyfriend last night, but I woke up with this Anger inside of me. Anger that I can’t control or get rid of no matter what I try. I have buried my head in work today, which if you know me is odd, I usually take it easy. I’ve been working since 7am and I am almost done with all the work I had, except for a few stuff I need to file. Okay; scratch that, my boss just came in and gave me a whole bunch of checks to mail out. :/

That should teach me to not complain about finishing my work!

Anywho back to what I was saying…..So I just feel angry I also feel like this thing between my boyfriend and I are unresolved. I feel sometimes I try to open up and say what I feel and I barely get a response. Is that all guys? Do they just not care or is it the incapability they carry inside of them to react to these feelings? Maybe it’s me, maybe I oversee everything and think about it too much.

Sometimes I wish I can understand a Man’s mind, or perhaps have them understand us. Something that over the decades as proven will never happen. Yet something we all think about once in a while.

Feeling today: Angry, upset, sad……

Will these feeling change? I’m sure they will, with in time….Hopefully the day will go much faster now with the work I just received.

XO,
Kristin Nicole

Update @ 10:40am:

Okay just when you think you can’t get any more pissed off, it just so happens that I work with this big asshole here in the office, I can go on with many more insulting names but for some reason I try to control myself as to falling as low to the ground as he is!

This is the story:

My office roommate told me that DN “The guy we all dislike” told her that where we used to eat lunch is going to become this lady from a sister companies office. Now it all started when they Let go my “person” we’ll call her “SLOW POKE” (Inside joke, I’ll tell you about later) so she is pregnant and we didn’t get a bunch of jobs we thought we were going to get and so they let her go. Yes a pregnant women, they gave her a pay and insurance until the baby is born but you wounder why they did it, why they let her go instead of DN. Mind you they kept DN who doesn’t know how to do shit and he gets paid a hell of a lot more for doing a job he doesn’t know how to do and the fact that we don’t need a full time IT Guy. So they moved my other friend who was next door to me “Too Nice” INTO “SLOW POKE’S” Old office the next day. She didn’t want to move but they didn’t even ask her and she had no choice. I think they moved her purposely cus DN likes to talk a lot of shit and they probably don’t want us all together since we do chit chat occasionally, but if you know Too Nice, you know that she buries herself into her work all the time, so it’s not something that is constant. Well we find out that this sister company lady is going to move into Too Nice’s old office, which is also our lunch room because Too Nice only works part time and when she leaves we eat lunch there on the round table. Why couldn’t they move the sister company to Slow Poke’s old office….Strange I DON’T THINK SO! DN NEVER AND WHEN I SAY NEVER I MEAN NEVER, Gets his lazy ass up to do something that is asked of him the same day. As soon as I told my boss that we needed a table in our office she said she would put one of those that connects to the wall and you can fold, I then see him going to Too Nice’s old office and folding up the round table. This didn’t need to be done today, he did it out of spite. And I can’t stand him at this point, he pissed me off so much! I have to hold my self from saying something to him because it isn’t professional but I want to tell him what an idiot he really is! That’s fine…breath!……because KARMA IS A BITCH, And I know one day he will get what is coming to him for all the shit he talks. I also know that we’ll get our table in our office and it will be better than ever, so we can close the door and enjoy our lunch hour!

As for today, me and Crazy girl “my office roommate” we are going to eat at our desk today and then clock out and walk around Sunset Place and enjoy the wonderful weather!!!

XO,
Kristin Nicole