So were you able to catch the Season Premier of Grey’s Anatomy last Thursday? I did, I was glued to the TV right up until after this weeks previews.

My thoughts – Meredith & Derek

I thought the two hours Season Premier was great. Who doesn’t like Grey’s for a whole 2 hours? I’m a little upset that Meridith and Derek are still only married on a sticky note, although very cute and funny, the 2 hour season premier noted that it had been like 2 months and they still couldn’t make it to the court house? I don’t know about you guys, but as a Meredith and Derek fan, I wanted to see them actually walk down the isle and finally get married. I love how Meredith at the end of the show when they were clearing out George’s cubicle, that she finally broke down, it shows that she does have a human side of her after all. I love how we kept catching Meredith and Derek in all parts of the house naked, saying they were newly weds. That was really funny.

My thoughts – George, Izzie & Alex

I can’t believe that George was actually killed off the show. Okay, I kind of can, only because I heard the same rumor I’m sure all of you heard, that he wanted off the show. I honestly think it was a big mistake for him to want off the show, the show is doing great, and I just don’t see him making it big in the movies. It was very sad to see him go though, and it was a heart wrenching moment when Izzie went in to see him. The girl that he saved, was annoying me just as much as Izzie and I loved when she finally went up to her and told her that if she saw her there again, she would kick her ass. That was a great moment! I’m not too thrilled about Izzie still having cancer, but I’m happy she didn’t leave Grey’s Anatomy too. I had heard rumors she wanted out too, but I don’t think it would be the same without her. I love that she’s with Alex, and I love how she told him she needed him in bed, I know Alex was scared of loosing her but he was just pushing himself away from her, and she was right to want to have him in her bed. Go Izzie!

My thoughts – Miranda Bailey, The Chief, Christina & Owen

Bailey was driving me crazy this episode. I love her strong personality and she always has it together, but this episode she was just taking her anger out on Christina and just had that sour face the entire time. I love how Derek stopped the elevator, and although he didn’t give her advice he let her speak out what she was feeling. She has to let it out though, lets see how she is next episode. As for the Chief, I can’t stand him being such an ass, and Derek tried giving him the heads up but he only lashed out at him, now there are going to be cut backs, it better not be any of our cast. Derek should have just taken the job! Lets see where this will go. Christina and Owen are improving in their relationship and I think they are super cute together. Other then that, there really isn’t much to talk about yet….

My thoughts – Callie, Arizona, Mark & Lexie

Callie was heart broken to find out it was George in the operating room, and I think she did a great job acting and crying on screen. She had every right, she truly did love George. I thought it was really funny when she made the intern take care of the Chiefs leg, but does this mean she’s no longer at Seattle Grace? How is this going to work, I think the two hospitals merged, but I still don’t see how this is going to pan out. Callie and Arizona, there something about them I really like, they just fit. Mark and Lexie, I love them together, they truly make a great couple. I love when Callie keeps undressing, barging in on Mark in the shower and Lexie is just shocked this is happening in front of her. She asks Callie how gay she really is, this was too funny. Callie tells her to not worry, Mark used to look at her boobs all the time but now he doesn’t he really loves her. She says’ she will try to not barge in anymore though. At the end Lexie finally brings over a toothbrush and panties, too funny along with her luggage. I LOVE IT!

This episode was great and I can’t wait to see what the rest of the season has in store for us.

xo,
kristin nicole

On the two-hour season finale of “Grey’s Anatomy,” Meredith and Derek have one last shot at a successful outcome in their clinical trial, and it’s a must see, to see how these two work together, as the other surgeons work together to free a boy from a hardening block of cement. He was given a bet to sit in cement and he did it for a girl who can’t admit to her other friends that she truly does like him. The team works great together. Meanwhile, Izzie helps Alex care for a going crazy Rebecca, and Lexie discovers critical information about George’s intern status. This is a must see season finale. I am telling you, I had to watch it twice. If you haven’t seen it already, you can go to abc.com and watch the episodes there. The only thing I didn’t like about it, is that you have to download a program to watch the shows, and they have a few commercials, but it’s great if you weren’t able to catch the show on Thursday.

Meredith is in counseling, which I find super funny, I love the way the psychologist tells her like it is, weather she wants to hear it or not. This last episode Meredith finally broke down and admitted she was broken.

Christina is depressed, giving up opportunities to be in the surgeries yet her character couldn’t be better, the bitter bitch who tells it like it is.

Izzy is still somewhat trying to find herself, George has moved on yet trying his best to do the best so that he can finally become a doctor and not an intern.

Alex is helping crazy Ava, I’m not sure what i feel about this story. Lets see what the season finale has for us.

Dr. McSteamy was called a whore and it was so funny, now he’s trying his best to show he is a different man but it’s becoming very hard for him. Calley has been with him trying to either convince herself that she isn’t a lesbian. But the last show Dr. Hahn kissing Calley in the elevator to prove to Dr. McSteamy that he hasn’t changed and that he is thinking of them now and wants a threesome. I don’t really like where this is going myself. I never liked Dr. Hahn’s character and she has apparently stuck around longer than I anticipated.

Dr. McDreamy and Rose? I HATE IT! I am 100% Derek and Meredith! I hope he comes to his senses, well I have to admit Meredith needs to own up and just tell him how she feels, she is loosing the man she loves and I can’t bare to watch it. But Derek trying to move on so quickly after being so in love with Meredith is just sick to me. He needed to be single for a while, and the fact that Rose moved in knowing the situation is also disgusting. Sorry for any Derek and Rose fans, but I just can’t bare to watch them when they are on screen together.

Lexie is still trying to be in Merediths life, but she just doesn’t let her in. I feel bad for Lexie and hopefully she will find a way for Meredith to accept her as a sister soon. She is now living with George, so I am not sure if this is going to lead to something.

Dr. Bailey is trying to fix things with her husband and being a single parent, she still is the strong women in the O.R.

Richard finally got back in bed with his wife, but she is still playing a bit hard to get, it was too funny when he was emailing her and George had to tell him she was flirting. I loved it…too cute.

Season Finale should be great, and I can’t wait for next season. The show gets better and better!

We’re gonna try and not be a cynic for a moment. Hopefully Dane is speaking out to increase awareness and encourage people to get examined regularly. And, if he did get paid for the interview, which he probably did, hopefully he’s donating the money to some cancer charity!

The Grey’s Anatomy star first detected something was wrong when he looked in the mirror and saw what looked like chapped lips but clearly wasn’t.

“I went to my dermatologist,” Dane tells OK!. “He said it was malignant tissue caused by sun damage.”

The malignancy was treated by freezing the cancerous tissue off with liquid nitrogen. Unfortunately for Eric, the actor had a severe reaction to a cream given to him for his lip after the treatment . “My skin is very sensitive and my lip was traumatized by the procedure I had to go through.”

That doesn’t sound very pleasant!

His lip’s overreaction to the medication created a painful scenario that made eating difficult, if not impossible. “I didn’t eat very well for a couple of weeks and lost a bunch of weight,” Eric explains, estimating that he dropped at least 10 pounds off his 6’1″ frame while dealing with his cancer.

Thankfully, though, Dane is better now.

We need McSteamy around for a while!
Posted: February 6, 2008 at 2:55 am – Perezhilton.com

Apparently I’m behind on the news. I had no idea Eric was diagnosed with skin cancer. I am in shock and can’t believe it. I’m glad to hear he doing well. I have had a family member with this disease, you have to take care of yourself and be careful about getting too much sun.

Glad to hear Eric is okay and like Perezhilton said, hopefully he used the money from the interview (if he did get paid for it) for a cancer charity.

Katherine Heigl and musician Josh Kelley exchanged wedding vows in a snowy atmosphere in Utah. The wedding was a private ceremony and reception. Katherine’s co-stars T.R. Knight and Sandra Oh, along with (the missed star from Private Practice) Kate Walsh. (Reported by People Magazine)

The bride and groom wrote their own vows, sources said.

CONGRATS KATHERINE!!!!!!

Lets start with Alex and Ava/Rebecca. I can’t believe he let her sit in on the surgery and he got busted by Sloan cus he recognized is own work. Why would you let her sit in when Sloan is the Doctor on the Surgery?! It drove me crazy how he kept looking up at her instead of paying attention to the surgery. At the end he ended up telling her off, how she wants to pretend to be someone and that he doesn’t think she is there to talk and then kisses her. I would have told him off, but she just took it and kissed him back. Where is this going?

Meredith finally tells Derek that she doesn’t want him to date anyone else and is finally opening up. But is she too late? A part of me understands Derek moving on, he’s waited for her for so long and now just because she is ready he’s supposed to stop what he’s doing. Another part of me is super upset that he kissed the new girl……He just told her not so long ago he wanted to marry her now he’s over her and kissing other women?! Ohhh that got me so upset. I really don’t like this triangle they are starting to create.

Izzie and George, what is going on with them?? Are they a couple, are they not a couple? This is the question? I know they don’t have chemistry but what was the talk about maybe someday? You either have it or you don’t. And these two clearly don’t have chemistry. Best Friends yes, Lovers NO. Izzie is also having a hard time being like Christina, and she knows that she can never be that way. If I was her, I know the women in the hospital was upset her Husband was in the emergency room, but I would have told her firmly that she tried her best to stay on the case, and she understands that she told her she would keep her updated, but there has been more then one person on their life line today and she was taken off the case to work on others who might die as well, the doctors are taking care of her husband and they will come down to tell her how he is doing when the can. Do not dare come and tell me that my morals are screwed up. OOhhh I can keep going but I know it’s just a show. LOL.

Poor George was stuck in the middle of a battle between Baily and her husband. I can understand him getting upset cus he never sees his wife, but he has to understand she can’t just leave a man on the table to have lunch with him. That was very selfish of him. I love how at the end Baily asks if she needs to replace the stitches cus they look unlined, and George knows she just needs to stay busy and tells her yes.

Christina finally opens up to Lexie who just lost her first patient and brings her to Meredith’s house. They all start drinking together and dancing. I loved this scene they looked so cute dancing around the room. Does this mean Meredith and Lexie might have a relationship? I hope so, I like these two on screen together.

Next week:

“Love/Addiction” – Re-RUN
Thursday, Dec. 13 at 9/8c

EPISODE PREVIEW
The residents and interns treat the victims of a massive explosion at an apartment building, while Alex investigates the cause of the accident, Mama Burke returns to collect her son’s things just as Cristina trades her wedding presents in exchange for surgeries, Lexie tries to have a heart-to-heart with an unwilling Meredith, and while Callie is overwhelmed with her duties as Chief Resident, Bailey searches for an outlet for her pent-up leadership skills.

George and Izzie finally have sex — and it’s horrible! Izzie despairs that they don’t have chemistry anymore and tries everything, including booze, to get it back. (I can’t believe they don’t have chemistry. Is this the end of George and Izzie? I’m really not sure if I like these two together. I just feel like Izzie needs someone more like Deny. They really had chemistry on scene. I did love these two on screen though, they were too funny. I love how Izzie tries to be sexy and brings out the bottle of booze. Lets see if these two can get it together. )

Mark jokes that Derek is the Chief’s girlfriend when he finds out he’s running errands like dry cleaning for him and spending his evenings having dinner and a movie with the Chief. Mark takes offense when Derek tells him he has no chance with Erica since Mark “has no substance.” (This scene is funny. I’m glad these two are getting along now, they act great together. )

Callie pleads with Miranda to take over her scheduling duties because she just wants to do surgeries, which make her happy. Miranda agrees and her advice includes counseling Cristina to find a new specialty when Erica kicks her off the cardio rotation. Cristina scrubs in on a bone surgery with Callie but misses the finesse of heart surgery. (Miranda takes over for Callie and it just proves once again that she should have been chosen as Chief. But I guess if she had been chosen first none of this would be happening. She makes Cristina do more then just heart surgery to see if she would like another field. But it is obvious that Cristinas heart is into heart surgery. It’s what she loves and I hope she fights back to get what she wants. )

A distraught mother comes in: she dropped her baby in a fall down the stairs and doesn’t know if it’s breathing. The baby is fine but the mother collapses with broken ribs and a collapsed lung. The father arrives and is too busy focusing on his wife to bother with the baby, whom they had just adopted and hadn’t even given a name to yet. He tells Lexie if his wife doesn’t make it, he’s going to give the baby back since he can’t raise her on his own. (This is very heart wrenching. How can you give away your baby just because your wife might die, even though she adopted she is still your baby. Lexie makes him realize later that this baby needs him as much as he needs the baby.)

Lexie is upset because she’d been making progress in her relationship with Meredith and after finding out about her tryst with Alex, Meredith won’t speak to her anymore. Alex says he’s up for sex anytime but suggests they not meet at her house, to avoid Meredith. Alex and Meredith are stuck outside their house while Izzie and George try to jump start their chemistry, and just then Lexie shows up to ask Alex out for a drink. Meredith chews her out, telling Lexie to get her own friends and her own life. Lexie says she’ll wait for Alex at the bar. Alex asks Meredith why any of this matters to her, since she supposedly doesn’t care about Lexie at all. (Meredith was mean to Lexie, but this time Lexie doesn’t take her crap and tells her off. Alex also tells Meredith that she is wrong in what she is doing.)

While Erica operates on the woman with the collapsed lung, Lexie asks Meredith if the patient is going to make it, since the fate of the baby rests on the outcome and Meredith points out she’s busy. Lexie sits with the husband while they wait for news about his wife. Meredith updates the husband on his wife’s progress and then adds, obviously because of Lexie’s intervention, that while his wife bonded instantly with the baby, maybe the husband needs a little more time for them to feel like a family. The man admits that he knows five things about the baby, a lot more than he thought he did. (Meredith’s speech gives Lexie hope that maybe she was talking about there relationship and it will just take Meredith time to accept her as her sister.)

Unfortunately, Erica is unable to save the wife’s badly damaged lung and she dies. The husband comes to see the baby and says he’s remembered a sixth thing and he’s going to name her Keshia, because that’s the name her mother had chosen. (Lexie’s speech worked as the husband comes back to be with his baby.)

Richard gets suspicious that Miranda’s really been the one behind all the recent scheduling and advice and she demurs, telling him to ask Callie about it. He catches up with Callie, who says she’s busy with surgery, but that she’ll “get on” the schedule tomorrow. He tells her there’s no need. Richard informs Miranda that he knows she’s been doing the job of Chief Resident but getting none of the credit. He tells her she deserves the credit and the job and that he should have given her the job in the first place because she’s the one who makes the hospital work. “It’s about time you noticed,” says says and breaks into tears before hugging him. (Miranda tries to play things off by telling the Chief that if it was her she would do things this way and that is probably why Callie did that, but you would have to ask her. The Chief doesn’t buy it as he goes to tell Callie that she if fired!)

Lexie asks Alex to meet her later in the on-call room and he turns her down, saying he doesn’t want to get between her and Meredith. Lexie goes to see Meredith and tells her five things about herself, saying she hopes that makes it harder for Meredith to hate her. (Lexie tells Alex that he is taking Meredith over her and leaves…She also leaves Meredith in silence as she tells her the 5 things about herself. Will these two ever get along?)

At Joe’s, Mark offers to buy Erica a drink, telling her how much he admires her technique as a surgeon, and she tells him he’s only attracted to her skill, but not to her. And that she’s not attracted to him. (I really don’t like Erica’s role in this, but I do like how she tells Mark why he is attracted to her. She puts him in his place and Mark is left speechless).

Alex tells Meredith he’s broken things off with Lexie, who’s passed out in her seat at Joe’s and Meredith asks Alex to take her sister home. When they get there, Lexie’s dad comes out. He’s drunk and about to drive to the store for more liquor. Alex offers to run the errand for him and Lexie begs him not to tell Meredith. (You know this is bound to come out, and this just might bring these two closer together.)

George and Izzie bask in the glow of good sex — until they realize the other one is lying and it’s still as bad as ever. (I could predict that these two aren’t going to work out, but they love each other, so how will they make this work? Why was it so great the first time? “Too many booze” that first night? Perhaps.)

Next Week on Greys
“Forever Young”
Thursday, Nov. 15

The ER is filled with teenagers after a schoolbus crash, Bailey treats a patient who was her high school crush, Derek goes out on a date with a fellow doctor, and Thatcher enters the ER looking for Meredith.

So we finally think that Izzie and George are going to finally have hot sex after there “one night” of drunk passion. But it turns out that at the end of the show Izzie starts crying and tells George that she is sorry but she is just so tired. This scene is very funny as we see Izzie break down over just being to tired to have sex. George okay’s it and they end up just going to sleep.

Meredith can’t sleep and Cristina diagnoses severe abandonment issues. She wonders if maybe Meredith should stop having “breakup sex” with Derek. – I think Meredith needs to make her mind before someone else takes Derek away from her. I love these two together but it just seems like it’s never going to fully happen.

Meredith then starts wondering why her brush with death didn’t inspire her love for Derek. After having sex with Derek she lies in his arms and starts telling him how she felt and how she remembers him saving her. – I felt like this would have been the perfect time to tell Derek ” I Love You”, but once again nothing happened.

Two wmen come in injured after competing for the wedding of their dreams, but the contest isn’t over and Mark makes George fill in for the one of the girls who needs to have surgery on her shoulder. The girl doesn’t want the surgery she just wants to get back to the contest, and Callie is furious over the fact all she cares about is this dress. Lexie steps in and tells her she hopes her hair is going to be down cus with out the surgery she might have a hump on her back. (This part was too funny), the women caves in and wants the surgery. .

Cristina wants in on the cardio surgery but Izzie wants to keep it. They find out the man is allergic to the anesthesia and they can’t perform on him. Izzie is about the give up but Cristina fins out that they can do it with out the anesthesia, all they have to do is use a local epidural which will leave the patient awake but keep him numb from the neck down. Erica tells Izzie to prep herself for the surgery, and Cristina is shocked that she found out the information and isn’t preping in for the surgery. Erica tells Cristina she can watch like everyone else. (I am still warming up to Erica, I really don’t like her character, I like that she is a bitch but I just don’t like the actress I guess.)

Richard proposed a gentelmens night out to Derek and Mark, But they aren’t sure what this means. (This is funny as they try to figure out what they will be doing together). They ask Erica but she brushes them off and insinuates that they may be “gay”.

Cristina watches the awake surgery from the gallery and marvels how Izzie thought to put a balloon with a drawing of a bird on it in the patient’s eye line to keep him focused. Derek confesses that Meredith won’t let him take care of her anymore and Cristina says it’s okay because she’s taking care of Meredith. (I think this scene was great, but why doesn’t Derek just talk to Meredith himself and tell her how he feels?)

The heart patient starts to freak out but Izzie soon calms him down after telling him to focus on the people up there, just imagine them birds, what kind of birds are they. He goes on to explain a few of them and he starts to calm down quickly.

George is still holding onto the dress when the second contestant collapses. The bride with the shoulder injury wakes from surgery and only wants to know if she’s won the contest. Callie chews her out for not caring that the woman she stood next to for two days nearly died. “You shouldn’t fight this hard for a wedding, you should fight this hard for a marriage,” Callie tells her and says you have to know when it’s time to let go. (We know she is talking about herself here, and maybe she has finally realized that it’s time to move on.)

Callie bumps into George in the hallway and George is surprised that she is talking to him. She finally tells him that she knows she has “to let go”.

Mark and Derek are still trying to figure out what Richard has planned when he shows up with Erica, they all end up playing Monopoly. (lol).

Lexie and Alex end up leaving the hospital together and she asks his plans for the evening. He tells her all she could hope for is sex from him and “that’s never enough for girls like you.”

Meredith tells Cristina she can’t give up sleeping with Derek, because it’s not about the sex, it’s about the moment afterwards, when she feels safe in his arms. She asks if that makes her pathetic and Cristina says, “A little bit.”

Meredith opens the door of her bedroom to find Lexie and Alex half-naked together in the hallway and Lexie is horrified to realize that Meredith is his roommate.

I kind of like Lexie and Alex together but we all know there is going to be a triangle between him and Lexie and Alex and Ava. Ava has to return after that one night with him. So we’ll see what happens there.

Meredith is surprised but supportive while Cristina goes off in disgust when they say they’re waiting to be together “out of respect for Callie.” When Mark hears that Callie is free, he offers to comfort her, day or night, especially night, but she just turns away and leaves.

Alex looks behind the drapes and finds Ava, she is disappointed that Alex didn’t come for her, so she shows up at the hospital, for him and they fall into bed together. He ignores a page from his intern, Norman, to stay with her.

A well-dressed man comes in, claiming that his left foot doesn’t belong to him, and asks Miranda to amputate it. Instead, she gets him a psych evaluation and some anti-anxiety medicine. She leaves to help another patient, who cut off his finger carving a pumpkin, he starts telling her how he cut off his finger and it’s still stuck in the chainsaw, and when he goes to look for it he starts screaming that someone took it. Miranda says Oh no and they hear the chainsaw start they find the man with the foot problem cutting off his own foot. When they finally sedate him, Callie has no choice but to cut off his foot.

Another patient has to face weather or not to take his own daughters heart. He was in the hospital for a heart transplant when his daughter comes in from an accident. She is a vegitable and they tell him that she is also a donor and he should take her heart. He doesn’t want to. He says he rather die then live every day with her heart. Dr. Hahn comes in to do the transplant and try to convince him but doesn’t have much words with him. She chooses Izzie to go into the operating room if they do the transplant over Christina. Telling Christina that she may have slept her way to the top before but she can’t this time. After Dr. Hahn leaves the room, George tells the man he doesn’t know how it feels to loose a child, but he does know how it feels to loose a parent. And he met his daughter earlier that day and he knows that she wanted him to live, and he knows that if he could have saved his father and given him his heart he would have. The man finally agrees to take his daughters heart.

Izzie later confronts Cristina for judging her for sleeping with a married man, accusing her of doing the exact same thing by sleeping with Burke. Cristina says it’s different because George was married, Burk was her boyfriend. Izzie points out that Meredith also slept with a married man but Cristina doesn’t care about that, because they have there little circle. She claims she would have defended Cristina to Dr. Hahn, if asked and tells Cristina to cut her some slack. Christina just walks away.

Derek pays a boy to tell Mark he’s his father. After the joke is over, the boy reveals why he’s really looking for Mark: He was born without ears and he wants the plastic surgeon to construct them for him, pro bono. Mark says he can volunteer his services, but he can’t ask any of the doctors or nurses to help as he’s got no “social capital” at the hospital. The nurses have even formed an anti-Mark club once they realized he was using the same pick-up lines on all of them! Meredith tells Mark that she may not be popular but her mother was and she is sure she can get an OR together. He says if she can do that, then he’ll do the surgery. Meredith goes around with the boy and convinces everyone to help out, by “trick or treating” with the boy, to show that every day is Halloween for a boy with no ears, until he gets the surgery. Miranda even blows off her first Halloween with her son to perform the surgery, which doesn’t go over well with her husband.

Mark is impressed that Meredith was able to round up all the necessary surgeons and a free OR and when she confesses that it was her first time trick-or-treating since her mother never made time for it, Mark looks at her in amazement and says, “The apple fell far from the tree, didn’t it?”

Adele is divorcing Richard, so he asks Cristina if Burke’s apartment is free and she tells him it is.

Cristina chews out Dr. Hahn for her “inappropriate” and “unprofessional” comments and insists she did not sleep her way to the top. Dr. Hahn laughs and says, “This is going to be so much fun.” Richard walks up at this point and announces that she has just agreed to be the new head of thoracic surgery. Cristina tells Richard that she’s taking back the apartment. Richard just stares confused at what just happened.

During surgery, Callie and Cristina bond over their doomed love lives, Callie starts off by saying her husband cheated on her and Christina follows saying she was left at the alter, they start laughing and all of a sudden Norman collapses. He’d been feeling bad all day and wanted to go home but Alex shamed him into staying and now he’s had a stroke. Alex finally answers his page and promises Ava he’ll be right back. When Norman comes to, he tells Alex that there was a little voice in his head urging him to choose surgery, even though he’s over 60 and blood makes him squeamish. He decides that voice was his late wife, who wanted to make sure he’d be surrounded by world-class surgeons when he had his stroke. He says he’s giving up surgery and switching to psychiatry and declares that all the surgeons could use a good shrink! When Alex goes looking for Ava, he finds just her shirt.

All the nurses start flirting with Derek and Mark confesses that he spread the word he was “looking” as payback for the stunt with the boy. Derek confides to Richard, who’s depressed over his divorce, that he’s depressed because he’s also going to have to start dating.

Spooked by a dream in which she finds herself talking to her own body in the morgue, Meredith blames the fact that she hasn’t put her mother’s ashes to rest. She takes the urn out of the back of her closet and puts the ashes in a baggie and takes them to work, which everyone else finds strange. Lexie tells Meredith that when her mother died, she decided to dig up the family cat and bury it with her, since her mother loved it so much, she tells her this story to try and get closer to Meredith and Meredith is touched by the story. Post-surgery the little boy, who saw Meredith with the ashes, tells her how he flushed his goldfish down the toilet, so it would go back to the ocean. Richard finds Meredith rinsing her mother’s ashes down the sink in an OR prep room. He tells her this is a sanitary place and she tells him that this is where she thinks her mother would want to be and Richard helps her, saying “Ashes to ashes.”