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will you…

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Will you….

will this last forever
will it it be just you and me
or will this image fade away
and be another memory?

will you say that you love me
when in reality you don’t
will you lie to my face
and make everything hurt
will you kiss me goodbye
and never look back
or will you hold me and tell me that you will never do that?

will you lie to me like they have done in the past
or will you tell me the truth
no matter how far i’m lost
will you look at me with pity
or will you look at me with love?

do you remember what you told me
about you and me
how i was the one
the one you couldn’t leave
the one that you would be with forever and more?

do you remember the good times
and the tears you cried at night
do you remember my heart shatter when
you broke it that night?
do you remember when i said it was over
and how i never looked back
that’s because when you broke me
i wasn’t coming back.

Wake up and look at me
see who i am
stop pretending and take my hand
love me for me
as i love you for you
because in the end
it’s only me and you.

©kristin nicole – 2012

This poem is random, just a little of everything people sometimes think, from the past to the present, to the future. Enjoy!

i miss you

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i miss you

I miss you
i miss the way you looked at me
the way you touched my hair
i miss all the smiles
even though i acted like i didn’t care
i miss your hugs and our talks at night
i miss your smell
and everything that felt right
i miss how you kissed me
and i miss your touch
i miss everything about you
i miss how we fucked
i miss your breath
even when it smelled bad
i miss our awkward moments
in the shadows of the night
i miss your giggle
when everything felt right
i miss that you’re gone
that you’ll never be back
i miss that i can’t control life
and all the sucky things that come with that
i miss the truths and dares
and i miss playing ball
i miss you everyday
i get a call
i miss your smell and the way you made me feel
but most of all i miss your touch and wishing you were real.
there is no other way to feel
why do i miss something that wasn’t real?

©kristin nicole – 2012

This poem was written for a friend, she told me how she felt about a lost love, and I put it into words for her. Enjoy.

Will you love me?

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Will you love me forever and ever and ever?
Or is forever way too long?
Will you kiss my lips so tender
or will it be strong?

Will you show me your heart
or let it fall apart?
Will you hug me and hold me
or let me go and unfold me?

Will you shower me with love
or will my tears fall down?
Will you tell me how you feel
or hide away all your fears?

Will you show me the light
or cower in the dark?
Will you make love to me
or fuck me?

Will you catch me when I fall
or will you let me drop?
Will you love me forever and ever
or will you say never?

© Written by: kristin nicole ~ May 2012

Hello and Goodbye

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I found a picture on line that had a great verse about hello and goodbye, I thought I would put together a poem. Tell me what you think.

Hello and Goodbye

Hello to the new me
Goodbye to what you made me be
Hello to my new life
Without you by my side

Hello to freedom
Goodbye to the tie down
Hello starting over
Where have you been?
Goodbye person I once knew within.

Hello and Goodbye
To what I once knew
Hello new beginnings
Goodbye now I’m through

Hello’s give you hope
Goodbyes kill your dreams
It’s never easy finding the in between.
Once I say goodbye
Forget who I am
Forget that I knew you
Forget that I ever believed in you
My hello was lived short
But my goodbye will live forever

Hello new life
Goodbye the tears that came at night
Hello hope
Goodbye old life.

© Written by: kristin nicole May 2012

Nothings Forever

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Nothings forever
I’ve learned that from the past
When I met him, I thought our love would last
Then he broke my heart in two, left me wondering what i did wrong,
made me move on.
Nothings forever
I’ve learned that from the past
When I met him, I thought our love would last
He lied, he cheated, he broke me to pieces
I had to move on, I had to get out
I couldn’t believe I fell for his lies
and in the end it was only his demise.
Nothings forever
I’ve learned that from the past
in the end of any heartache
you learn to move on
you learn nothings forever
you learn that in the end everything will be okay
and when you learn to walk away
there is nothing left to say.

© Written by: kristin nicole – May 2012

Broken in Two

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I had someone write to me once about their relationship, how it ended and how it began, and she wanted me to write a poem that described her relationship. SO…. Here it is, let me know what you think….

Broken in Two

I loved you with words unsaid
I loved you until you cheated in my bed
I loved you for all the wrong reasons
I loved you for all the right feelings
I loved you for what you didn’t say
for all the lies you made

You looked at me with truth
I didn’t see the real you
You were a liar and a fake
you cheated on me and that was your biggest mistake

I tried to forgive you
I tried to ignore the truth
I was blinded by an image that wasn’t me and you

you took my heart
you played it like a string on a guitar
you said you loved me
but the truth was you only loved yourself

you lied to yourself
made everything bigger than it was
pretended to be happy
lost without a doubt

one day the light turned on
and you knew you couldn’t pretend anymore
you fought it but you had to say it out loud
our relationship was a blur
as if it was never true
i wish it weren’t because it would have been easier to forget you.

When i moved on
you wanted me back
it was too late
you have to face the facts,
you fucked up
and there’s no turning back.

now i see you and you pretend to be happy
but i know you
you never changed
you can put on an act
pretend to be happy
pretend nothing in the world will break you
but we both know the truth
you’re broken in two

the person i once knew
and the new you
you can put on a smile
you can move forward in life
but deep down inside you’ll never be you
you will always be the broken man i once knew.

xo,
kristin nicole

© 2012 kristin nicole

You’re NOT the one (Her thoughts)

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This is an old poem (Repost). Enjoy

PART 2 – You’re NOT the One (Her thoughts)……

You thought you stopped loving me?
You thought you didn’t care?
How could you be so selfish to just sit back and stare?
I looked into your eyes as my eyes filled up with tears,
You stood there standing watching me drown out my fears.

You pretended to be happy.
You put on an act,
You thought I couldn’t see the truth,
You had to face the facts.

You put up a wall; you pushed me to the floor
I did all I could do
I even gave you my door.
Then one day I woke up and realized this is it.
I didn’t want to be with you, my fate was sealed with out your kiss.

CHORUS:
Now you’re the one crying inside
You’re the one that can’t let go
You’re the one wishing for me to come back
Wishing once again I’d be at your door.

You pushed me way to far.
I walked right out the door.
I told you I loved you but I couldn’t take the pain no more.
I asked you if you loved me.
I gave you one last chance.
All you did was look at me, you failed my last request.

With silence in your eyes, you stood in disbelief.
You didn’t say a single word, you didn’t share a peep.
If you would have listened closely,
You can hear my every word,
You can hear the tears fall down
And my heart break in a million burns.

You didn’t think I’d leave you,
You thought I’d always be around
You thought you had me.
You stood your ground.

Well you thought wrong…
You let me walk away
You lost me that day.
Now you’re left with nothing to say.

CHORUS x 2

xo,
kristin nicole

© written by: kristin nicole

His thoughts (You’re the one)

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(Re-post)

His thoughts (You’re the one) Part 1:

I thought I stopped loving you and I thought I didn’t care.
I pushed our love aside, as you looked into my eyes.
You cried for me and I let you down.
I don’t know how to fix this so I almost let you drown.

I pretended to be happy
But you knew the real me
You knew how to make me smile and I let you leave.

You were my everything and I let you down.
I let you walk away that day,
What the fuck was I thinking when I let you get away?
Why did I put up this wall?
Why did I let you go?

Chorus: I’m crying inside
I can’t break free
Sadness is killing me
Please come back to me.
I can’t let you go
You’re my everything.

I pushed you away until you stepped out the door.
You said you loved me but you couldn’t take the pain no more.
You asked me if I loved you
If we could make it work,
You said all there was to say
Then you walked away…

I stood in silence as you looked into my eyes
I couldn’t say a word, as tears rolled down your eyes…..
I saw I was breaking your heart.
But I stood in disbelief
Never thought you would really leave me!

I can’t lose you now
You’re all I ever had
I thought I’d never lose you but I was wrong to think I had
Because I still had you,
You were mine in every way
And when I let you walk away
I lost you that day!
Now I’m left with nothing to say….

CHORUS x 2

I can’t let you go
You’re my everything….

xo,
kristin nicole

© written by: kristin nicole

Next Post you can read Part II – Her side….

I had a dream with you the other day

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I had a dream with you the other day

You wrapped me in your arms and said everything would be okay

I looked into your eyes and you changed into someone new

Now I’m feeling lost and so confused.

You left me without a word, you didn’t say goodbye

You left me in tears and I didn’t know why

I loved you for reasons unsaid

And from one moment to the next you left me for her bed.

Another person in my life, you come and go as you please

You don’t say a single word; you just look at me and tease

But a part of me is happy and a part of me is sad because when,

I looked into your eyes you changed into someone new

Now I’m feeling lost and so confused.

You were someone when I met you

Then you changed into someone else

This new you isn’t the person I fell for

You changed for the worse, you’re lost and incomplete

The heartache would have been faster if you would have let me be

But you dragged my heart out; you held it in your hands

You played with it and let it go, leaving me bewildered and alone

I looked into your eyes as you changed into someone new

Now I’m feeling lost and so confused.

I hide from my shadow trying to cover the pain

Trying to imagine a world where everything is sane.

Then one day I found you

I turned to you and everything felt right

I see what I was missing

Someone to make me feel alright

Someone to make all the worries go away

Someone to love me in all the right ways.

When I look into your eyes it’s just you and me

The person I want to be with

The person who holds my heart

The person who makes everything feel better when I’m falling apart

© Written by: kristin nicole – April 2012

Somebody hurt me…(Unfinished)

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This poem below really is a bit of everything. I added a dream I had in there along with my Uncle passing away, so maybe it doesn’t make sense, does it have to? I haven’t really finished it either. It feels incomplete to me. But I just can’t seem to find my muse and finish it up. Maybe someone can give me some pointers or some ideas…..Well tell me what you think….

Somebody hurt me…

Somebody hurt me
It happened so fast,
When I woke up it was in my past.
My image was blurred
Gone from my life,
Everything in that moment
Disappeared with the light.
Why do we block things from our minds that we just can’t fight?

Everybody leaves
No body ever stays
Did I do something wrong, to make them all go away?

I saw her in my dreams
So beautiful and sweet
I tried to save her but my body became weak.

I tried to speak but no words came out.
I woke up and wished for another night,
Maybe this time I can make things right.

Everybody leaves
Nobody ever stays
Did I do something wrong to make them all go away?

I wake up with tears dripping from my eyes
My heart aches with every tick from the clock
Another moment as passed, another day trashed.
With every breath I take my visions crashed.

With every pitter patter my heart skips a beat
With every tear drop, it bleeds.
With every rain drop
Horizons on its bend
Who would have seen his fate; completely dead?

xo,
kristin nicole

© Written By: kristin nicole – 2009